Dear Diary,

I am feeling really guilty. What do I do now? What if someone knows that I killed my husband, Patrick? Do I go to jail and get killed with my child? I need to act natural so that no one knows about my secret. Although I knew that killing Patrick would be in a criminal record if the police knows about it but I don't know what happened to me that time. I don't know if it's right to eat the leg of the lamb because that is the evidence.

I feel terrible. Now I know killing Patrick was not a good idea. How am I going to earn money? Should I tell everybody that Patrick is dead? At the moment I don't know what to do and how to. I think it would be alright to act natural in front of everybody and pretend that nothing has happened, well I can't think of anything else, diary. I have to forget it as soon as I can but you cannot forget a crime easily.

I went running to the grocery shop to Sam and asked for potatoes and a can of peas. Well, I did sound alright. He gave me the food and I ran back to my home from the backdoor. I shouted: "Patrick, how are you feeling darling?". Well that's what I have to do, as I told you before, I have to act naturally.