Now I am alone all technology has left me!

I don’t want to leave!

I know what’s awaiting me behind that door

Gloom,

Darkness,

Threat,

My heart aches with pain

Every time I hear that beep

It happens!

Unwanted thoughts flood my mind,

Will it be worse than last time?

I ask myself why, why do they do it to me?

What have I done to deserve this?

Who am I what have I done,

All I need is someone to hold is there really someone out there?

Fighting tears,

Holding my breath,

I left…