Dear diary,

Well... this day was a horrible day for me but at least I don't have to go to work anymore

oh I forgot to tell you I got fired, i'm actually a bit happy because now I don't have to do

work now but the problem is I have to live with my dad, my dad barely ever speaks to me

but he does help me out for example: He cooks and cleans and makes drinks for me.

Well I guess that why dads are there for you most of my friends have dads that take you out

but my dad does not do that for me I feel really sad if only mum was with me I really miss her

I do not understand why she had to die if only she was alive I still love her to bits I always think

of her I just miss her so much, I know diaries are meant to be for writing about what happened in your day but I keep diaries for emotions I don't really care if my dad died I just miss my mum

if only there was a way to bring my mum back I really miss her. My dad never takes care of me if my mum was still alive she would of took care of me I just really miss her so much I don't care if I don't have a home I just want my mum my life is upside down I just want my mum I know I keep talking about my mum but I just cant help it I really just i'm still talking about my mum I just can't stop as i'm writing this I can't stop thinking and writing about my poor mum I just miss her to much I don't understand why it had to be her well i'm going to bed now so write sooner or later...

I will write soon by Karina