Dear Diary,

I have changed like it was light to night . Taking a step back I would never of dreamed to hurt him more so kill him . Ever since I held that Lamb I felt different like I was meant to kill him but I feel sad to be honest. Although I knew what I knew what I was doing , I wasn't aware of the consequences that might happen . However hard I try to forget this dreadful day and move on it doesn't seem to be possible!

From the day that the police find me my life will change . Not only will I not be able to keep my baby but I will also not be able to live life fully. I try to act all normal but it won't hold for long!

I walk alone not a sound of noise . Wobbling my legs go as I know my life will end!