We arrived at the station the steam train went past I got a gasp of smoke as soon as the train went by. I felt excitement but then angry with myself that I got excited, I should be sad at what was going on. I could hear in my head mum sobbing and sobbing I try to keep the tears from running down my face. I look at the little kids and just feel so sad for them. I’m shaking, fiddling with my fingers, my heart just beating, beating and beating. I gasp for air as I get into the packed train.