Friday, 25th December 2015, 20:59pm ,

These nights are always the hardest, always; you really feel the need to snuggle up to your family and just be happy. However it has been 3 years since I have last seen my family and now I’m wondering why I left just to play football. I'm really missing my family. Sometimes I wish that they could be here with me, then my life would be absolutely perfect. But no, your life can’t be perfect can it. It just has to give you the hardest decision of your life, where you never know if you’ve made the right decision or not. I've no idea why but this particular oak tree reminds me of my family, i suppose it could be the shade and the protective feel when im sat under it.And we had an oak tree growing in our garden which, i suppose gives it a kinda' homely feel.I miss my family.I Want To Go Home