Dear diary,

You won't believe what has happened to ME over the past week! - It's so ANNOYING! :( So... I was meant to be going to Eilean Mor 5 days ago but I heard reports of passing ships saying that the lighthouse had no light on; they were angry at me! (They are so selfish!) I know the lads wouldn't do that on purpose: something's up. It's their job - it's not like they're gonna just "forget". I'm going there so they wouldn't set a bad example for me - would they? I already feel something's wrong I just can't put my finger on it. No body else really seemed to care -because I was setting out the next day- but I DO.

On Tuesday, I got told some more bad news. I couldn't go to Eilean Mor that day. Why you might ask? - STUPID, BAD WEATHER. I'm just praying to GOD that the boys are OKAY and SAFE.

The next day, I finally got on that boat. I was on the way to the island - desperatly staring at the tides and I scanned my eyes across Eilean Mor - sick to my stomach worrying about my buddies. My hard working hands were shaking with fear whilst being in my manky pokets that were begging to be cleaned. :/ It was dead silent on the boat it was like no one else was in there.

I arrived. I was terrifyed. That's when I knew somthing was wrong, REALLY WRONG!

Joseph x